MissDefiant

2007-08-08T16:41:00.000+08:00

catch me elsewhere

2007-07-17T00:41:00.000+08:00

still, you have not recived the message.

you don't let me go,
we'll have no more happy times to remember,
or future to look forward to.
we'll only have bad memories to forget.

i've realised it's time to end the story.
so, i've added the last full-stop,
close the book and leave them all behind.

because we'll look back,
someday, at the separation of us,
and we'll smile again,
and be without regret.

i wanna be independent,
i want a brand new life
please let me go, cos i've already given up all hope

2007-07-10T23:41:00.000+08:00

btw, i found a job, a stupid job
long working hours with low pay
but since it's near my place, so i thought maybe i'll just go for it
better then rotting at home for a month

this job just sucks
full time pay is lower then part-time, what?!
just realise, i wanna change to part-time
and she says give her alittle more time to look for ppl -.-

went lunch at thai-chinese resturant with dt
sudden crowd during lunch, which means dt have to wait
half an hr? to have lunch with me
he has an hr n i have only half hr, sad

and it's like super crowded during dinner
how irritating can it get, stupid people,
what they doing at a shoe shop during dinner time, eat shoe?!
i cant have a proper dinner n i'm like so so hungry
but lucky i have durian waiting for me at home
1 kg 17 bucks, thanks to kai leong =)
nobody dare to eat =x cos she brought specially for me
have to force my dad to eat together, lol

ikea shopping

2007-07-03T00:55:00.000+08:00

slept at 8am today
busy looking for jobs n figuring out my guitar
till i forgot all about time.

went ikea went dt n my family
my bro is just so irritating
i wanna kick him right in this face !
i never like having him around, ywans

finally, i managed to get cupboards n stuffs
for my pathetic messy room
now have to wait for my dad to fix e stuffs

found ic !

2007-07-02T04:04:00.000+08:00

suppose to wake up at 12 today
but woke up at 12.30 instead,
e alarm rang thrice but i couldnt hear, i'm just so tired

meet up with dt, jonathon and forget-her-name
her name is jus so rare n cool
n i have real poor memory
espcially with names n numbers
seems to get along with her =)
we walk round n round orchard aimlessly,
i'm like e only one busy shopping
managed to eat my tomato rice at taka n kfc !
yum yum

i wanna gain weight
but dt wouldn't let me get my contraceptive pills
thats what e doctor will give, n he claims there's many side effects
n my mum was saying cos of my surgery, ywans

btw, i've collected my ic at icac building !
i'm so happy ! save me $100
n got myself a guitar but i've got no idea how to play
ok, now i need a guitar tutor

lastly,
I MISS PL !
oh man, i miss school
look what im doing now, rotting
wasted months of my life doing looking at e growth of mushrooms
recived invitations to this yr thanksgiving,
but still didnt sign up, as usual.
why lasalle not a girls sch?

2007-06-28T00:48:00.000+08:00

22 june
dt treat me to marche
but he's not so hungry so we ate only this little

23 june
paint my room white on sat
after that rot at dt's place
there's still so much more to do
like packing my stuffs
they are all over the floor
and decorating my wardrobe n wall

25 june
mon went out with samuel
celebrate his bday

26 june
n yest was out with diana
having shopping spree lol
got 2 mango tops, 1 zara shirt only
nothing much i like
oh, there's one brown guess bag
waiting for further deduction
and diana got me a small charmy kitty heart shape bowl
which she insist is my belated bday present.
its so cute!

Happy 35th month anniversary

tml i'm gonna force myself to walk to market

and get a new oub card, maybe pick my bro up from sch after that

today woke up at 4.30pm and

now im so sleepy. too much of sleeping makes u sleepy.

crap, i'm going to bed.

2007-06-19T11:50:00.000+08:00

meet wei hao at town
we just walk around aimlessly
from ps to far east, then back again
watch fanastic4

meet dt n friends after pastamania,
his friend pick me up at ps
and off we go for drink
thought was like starbucks, tcc or something
but ended up at a malay roadside stall
argh.. how pathatic can it get
then a stupid arguement started
but ended off with him saying sorry
went seletar damp after that.

reach hm ard 2
and my family still awake
mum: did u drink?
me: eh.. ya, how u know?
mum: cos im your mum
me: i dont smell
mum: your cheeks are red
me: look into e mirror
hey thats my blusher -.-
okie.. lame..

gonna meet diana n manda
for sch. SCH. boring.

2007-06-16T23:37:00.000+08:00

has he changed? or am i e one?
its just so weird
im like unable to communicate with him
i dont seem to get what he's thinking
and why is he behaving liddat?
this is e first time im feeling this way.

why do i need to explain things over n over again
to someone who doesnt believe me?
why do i have to report where, when n who im going out with?
why u have to call many times whenever im out?
why do i hav to ans e same qns many times?
that's what i mean by:
some things are not able to change, thats him. right?

stop all the cold shoulder n stupid attitude
dont leave me dangling half way there.

2007-06-15T04:14:00.000+08:00

yest slpt early at 2am
meet shiyong at ard 2pm at bishan
my long lost friend
we played only 3 rounds of audition
then his mum plug out his internet cable -.-

went town, vivo, then suntec
oh.. funny!
was walking pass e citylink then
suddenly there's this guy chasing after us
his dressing kinda style tho
saying his from medicrop blah blah blah
his manager wants us to join blah blah blah
asking if we interested.
then i'm like huh?! oh my.. not again..
i'm just simply not interested lah

oh ya, my mum says my pig knows how to escape from his cage
so i said, finally, my pig is smart. wahaha
gera: please leave my poor pig alone
and drop e idea of eating roast pig

Rotting at home !

2007-06-12T05:17:00.000+08:00

life is starting to get boring
now all i do is slp, eat, play
and my timing is all up side down

i just figure out i need a job badly, ya, real badly
but im too lazy to find one
and dt will start nagging at me
'haven u work enough?!'
ha.. taking my break all at a shot

still thinking if thinking if entering lasalle is the right choice?
when i shouldnt be doing that now -.-
fashion management, designing, art?
or maybe business will make a better choice?
i've been rotting my brain off all this time
so bad that i doesnt feel like studying at all.

im too freaking lazy to get myself to work again.
my lost IC not found, and im suppose to visit icac building
and pay a freaking 150bucks -.-
also, have not been phone oub to stop my acc.
and my up-coming ezlink thingy.

2007-05-25T03:05:00.001+08:00

been really down in luck.
no idea what got into me
and mess up my life.

wrote a long entry yest n when i wanna post it
the server was down.

anyway, mum told me something shocking.
tho it doesnt affect me directly
but somehow in a way, it did.
wonder how things will be like if..
maybe it'll be better.

oh ya, from next week onwards im jobless again -.-"

i've not recover from my lost of n80
and i lost my precious wallet during work.
no, not i lost it, someone stole it.
contains my ic, bro's ezlink n 100+
which is for my nintendo ds lite.
careless me.

and lastly,
relationship problems?
starting again.

sigh

2007-05-02T04:59:00.000+08:00

hey everybody,
im going to genting tml.
will be back on sunday.

smiles =x

2007-04-11T00:23:00.000+08:00

spent my off day at home cooking dinner, a simple dinner.
the potato yum yum. lols.

woke up early morning,
go kovan check out the genting trips thingy,
and bought food from cold storage.
hungry me, and dt refuse to buy me the honey chicken =(

birthday everyone

2007-03-19T23:57:00.000+08:00

birthdays birthdays,
its all about birthday this month.

went out with ed n Jonathon last Thursday
suppose to be with a few more others,
but Jolyn having high fever,
so left we three roaming around town.
had dinner at billy bombers that cost a freaking $72.30
followed by a ghost movie at cine.

the celebrating of Ed's birthday postpone to this coming Friday
which I'm unable to take off =(
maybe meeting them for supper, that's if I'm not tired.

brought a black Adidas sling bag and a yellow Adidas watch for ed.
that's a bomb.
a bomb in exchange for a larger bomb. lols.

as for my sis, i got her a wallet and a hello kitty necklace sweet, and she likes it.

and for Ed's sis, hmm.. didn't get her anything.
anyway, happy birthday.

so.. u can see, march is the month
when I'm the poorest. hahas.

and then my birthday..
well,
who's celebrating with me? =x

long long day

2007-03-10T11:40:00.000+08:00

what a long day..

woke up at 7am get ready for lasalle audition.
suppose to meet miss diana at 8.10am
but she was so so late, so i leave first =(
alone in the long journey, lost n nervous.

the audition was kinda scary, group of 6 gather
and chat about 'art is all around us'.
well, im speechless
only 2 weeks later then we'll know the result.

then, i went home to change my pigs cages n took a 15mins nap
and went to work.
the 4hrs during the night was horrible.
nobody to chat with, kept falling aslp.

my cousins asked me out after work.
been a long long time im out with them,
or rather not even once, cos im always busy working -.-

i went home bath n change n cab to hougang mall.
they're sweet enough to choose a nearer to me place, cos im working tml.
lols.

we slack at kbox.
tho i don't sing, but im still fun.
and then, miss diana ring me up and say she wanna come out.
so she meet up with us, n smuggle maggie mee.

i ended up at home at 3.30am, blogging my day.

oh, before i forget to mention siang wei's name.
lols, he wants his name in my blog.
anw, he woke me up to do my portfolio yest night.
cos i fell asleep!
thanks alot, i appreciate.
but im too tired. i went back to sleep in the end =x

now, 4.15am, time for my precious sleep.

the word again.

2007-03-07T12:12:00.000+08:00

I began to complain quite a bit about the show straying away, turning into a soap opera.
It's like a phone call that's been disconnected many times,
all the slience inbetween conversation n hanging up.
It all became a hi-bye thing.
I'm just sick n tired of all those, again.
Here i go nagging n complaining, and he says he'll change
and we start all over again, and again and again...
I felt the end of the tunnel nearing again.

I don't know how much worse it can get

come back: art

2007-02-27T01:34:00.000+08:00

tml surgery again.
im in a really bad mood now.
its like damn it, whats wrong with me?
he's always been like that,
always reluctant to help me with my art and accompanying me to hosp.
its not as if i didnt know his 'thinking'.

anyway, im still struggling with my portfolio.
been in a foul mood recently,
just didnt have the engery to work on my portfolio.
guess still in the recovering period.
didnt wanna touch the brushes, pencils, charcoals, pens, papers.

or isit the rebellious part of me?
just wanna do the opposite, like always.

vian interview is on the same day as me.
mine 9.30 and hers 10.
maybe we'll be in the same foundation class =)
tho we not that close, but at least im not alone.

2007-02-21T00:23:00.000+08:00

cny

2007-02-17T22:19:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year Everyone!

i'm at my ah ma house. and bored. obvious?
so my sis and i figure out the stupid lousy 5300 camera.

woke up early 8am and rush down to outram, cos was warn not to be late, or...
close at 5pm, and aloy's friend's mother fetch me to ang mo kio.

went og hoping to get my silky puffy top, but sad..
then i went vivocity, and got this plain black t-shirt for 59.90 from zara.
and what, when i tried at home again, i think its alittle too small -.-"
faints. should have get s instead of xs.

my mum asked me to rest this year and mean time, retake my os.
cos of my surgery, gonna miss school, and something, gonna do badly.
and if i'm able to get into poly, then that's good.
if not, i'm going lasalle.

is this a bad idea?
i mean i'm already like a year behind since i'm in na.

alrights. tml new year, hope things will be smooth.
gonna be a busy day tml =p

chinese new year

2007-02-17T03:50:00.000+08:00

my new cny eve top. silky nice?

my ugly strawberry nails. and i mean really UGLY.

i didnt even dare to hold onto the pole in mrt.

spend $26 + 2hrs. and i clean it off the very next day.

the 2nd pic was done by my godsis.

so much better =) but the stickers drop off pretty fast.

valetine card for my new friends. or rather friendship card. haha.
was tired, rushing out something, n miss out 'happy valentine'
thanks for the gift anw =)

thanks diana, for the rose =)

DT, just hang on for the moment. surprises coming up. smiles.

did anyone notice the photograph quality?
this photos are so blur! know why?
cos i lost my damn n80 in the damn orchard mrt.
just my luck. ya..
i really miss my n80. 5300 just sucks lah.
n80 n80 where are you??

and did i mention i did badly for my o levels.
so bad that i didnt manage to enter any poly.
but i'm able to enter lasalle, for fashion management.
my dream? i don't know.really.
also, able to enter sim, for business management.
both school fees ain't cheap.
i know it's gonna be a difficult time this year.
all the mugging begins.
fashion or business? have to make the right choice, it concerns my future job.

also, been praying for terence tho didnt really know him.
ya.. get well soon.

piggies. sighs.
mum complaining. high expenses. garlic not here.

alot things have been happening recently.
i'm like couldn't cope the stress been thrown to me.
straight onto me.

i really need some rest.

2007-02-05T23:18:00.000+08:00

my room still in a mess.

i have no time no body to shop for new year cloths with me
cos of my stupid job, i have only the morning till 6pm.
everybody working, all different timing.
and who will wake up early to accompany n go home early?
when they can rest on their off days.

anw, whoever reading this n is free, accompany me? please...

i miss school badly.
somehow school life is still better.
i miss how i rush to work after sch, n struggle to complete my homework during work.
and finally rush home to get my beauty sleep.
it's not as tiring as working alone 2-10 daily.

working has changed everyone's lifestyle
we girls used to chat on the phone almost everynight,
didnt like shopping alone n sitting alone in the hawker eating.
i love the days when we just hang around that playground park doing nothing.
and many more.. but no choice. ya..

everything i do now is alone and i hate it.

messy room

2007-02-02T11:53:00.000+08:00

feeling so sick, sighs.
usual headache n stuff..

wonder if it has anything to do with the surgery?

PeckXiu phone me early morning telling me her ezlink has low value.
and woke me up.
but still, im late for work =x

my room is in a BIG mess.
things being pile up all over my table.
bags all over my floor
stuffs from bangkok left unpack infront my wardrobe
arghs.. from organise mess to big mess.

had no idea where my hp n ipod usb cable is.
cant transfer pics n charge my ipod.
and blah blah blah

keep telling myself i have to pack,
but never-ending excuses flooded my mind.

so decide to pack now before i change my mind again.
i'll get my room clean n tidy before cny.
=)

coach signature nano case

2007-01-31T12:27:00.000+08:00

Coach Signature Nano Case
in brass/khaki/crimson

oh dear, i'm falling in love with this.
saw it selling 149.99 bucks online, but didnt really dare to get it,
what if it's unauthentic? and i've not check the price.
also, if it fits 2nd gen nano.
yah, i just like it =) will get it on payday. i hope.

i want some off days, so i can shop shop shop.
with diana for new year cloths, n pass her the tiny bangkok gifts.
with my sis n cousin to get their new year cloths also.
n me, wanna get blusher brush n many stuffs.. i mean MANY.
oh yeah, im greedy =x

back from bangkok

2007-01-16T01:24:00.000+08:00

im back!
from bangkok with tons n tons of stuffs =)
go with 1/2 bag full n came back with 5 fully packed big bags.
almost overweight!

also ate lots of junk foods, most of them taste salty.
had taken pics, in joane's camera, will upload soon.

recived a small red packet of $50 from dad.
xiao xiao yi si.
but i still brought alot things for my parents =)
and afew for my sis.

brought things for everybody except my brother =x
forgotten, actually nothing much for him, no toys u see.
only custom made a name sticker for him.
he was like digging my bags looking for his stuffs.
abit guilty tho. lols.

alright, too many things to say, so i'll just stop here.

if you're happy inside, it'll show up on the outside.
so do things you enjoy. and eveyone will be happy =)

ginger gave birth!

2007-01-15T00:04:00.000+08:00

Congrats to Little Ginger

gave birth to 3 babies on 13 Jan at 10:38am
the patches are similar to the first batch =)
esp, the brown butt. lols.

my beloved garlic n his son.

Eldest daughter of Ginger n Garlic (first batch)

editing friendster profile

2007-01-14T02:41:00.000+08:00

kept reciving unwanted phone calls -.-

finally, i managed to get my hands on friendster.
but only updated photos, thats good enough =)

also, 'clearing' my friends, deleted those that i've no idea who they are
what are they doing there in the first place?

also, checked who viewed me. hmm.. 42 views.
i'm just interested who they are only.
3/vivian, 2/davidkor, 2/vinnxikor, 1/cer, 1/van
1/daddyteo, afew from extended network.
just kapo, maybe they should have another service
like able to view how those ppl are related in just a click.

3 days break

2007-01-12T02:57:00.000+08:00

now 2:57am and i cant sleeepppp...
so i'm here to blooogggg...

didn't blog past few days cos i finally get to rest!
had 3 days off. peck xiu took over my place, thanks!

surgery on tuesday.

and suppose to rest at home on wednesday, but
i went shopping with diana at late noon, cos i'm not allow to get sunshine.
went chinatown, e new complex. alot cheap n nice stuffs.
n she can't wait for me to return from bangkok. HAHA.
after all the shopping, we went outram.
help peck xiu close shop, cos she don't have e key n she dunno how to.

went daddyteo's place today to slack..
play with garlic, let him roam ard e living room.
while we watch tv, eat chocolates, drink vodka.
n have dinner cooked by his mum. simple one.

now 3:22am and i still can't get to bed!
can't phone daddyteo like i always did when i can't slp.
and everyone is asleep. help? someone. sleeping pills.
i needa workkkk tmlll...

unlucky day

2007-01-07T22:33:00.000+08:00

walk to temp market to get hokkie mee n sugarcane again.
saw daddyteo n jonathon outside e shop waiting for me.
only if he were to tell me coming, i'll be able to eat something else.
but he was nice enough to offer to get me something else, n he bring that packet home for dinner.
but i know he doesnt like cold food, so nvm.
today hokkien mee taste awful anw.

we went chinatown money changer: S$500 = 11, 500 baht
jonathon treat me durian puff, yummy.

they walked me back to e shop before going home.
daddyteo sch begin tml, hope evrything is fine.

my heels spoiled.

the mannequin pinched my wrist while i changing colths for her.
ouch, it hurt okie. e patch of red red still on my wrist.
stupid mannequin so tall n stuborn.

oh ya, daddyteo: read my tagboard.

conflict between n80 n compaq

2007-01-07T01:15:00.000+08:00

my phone is breaking down.
my hp n my laptop had some misunderstanding, giving me many problems.
for ex. i couldnt transfer pics to my com.
or isit just that nokia n compaq cannot get along by nature?

my hp health is really bad, after i accidently hurt him by dropping onto the hard cold floor.
he blank out at least twice very day.
he must have hurt his brain badly causing mental breakdown.
or isit just his bad temper?

as well as me. im breaking down too.
i havent get any off day, my life has become a routine.
wake up, eat, go work, come back, clean cage, ebay, talk, slp
ar.. im so sick n tired of this.

i need some days off.
i need plenty of sleep.
i need some life.

i wanna go tattoo shop with cerlyn.
i wanna go eat billy bombers with melissa.
i wanna go daddyteo place to slack n hav homecook dinner.
i wanna play with my precious garlic.

bombs in bangkok

2007-01-03T23:10:00.000+08:00

oh well.. aware of the bombings in bangkok?
it killed 3 people and injured 20 odd people.
gov advising people to delay their flights,
because the chances of another bombing is high.
then, my mind went wild, i started thinking that the plane i taking is the terrorist's aim.

i'm just afraid, i've not own a designer boutique, my kids n my parents.
ok, i'm thinking too much =x
but i can't stop thinking bout the pain before i die =x

anyway, the bombings did not affect the malls we plan to shop.
so i think its kinda alright, at least i hope
every thing will be safe and smooth.

afterall, it's my time first time going bangkok.

my youngest cousin, HuiYi

i made a bed for little ginger
my dinner n supper

its all about my piggies

2006-12-31T00:16:00.000+08:00

its all about my piggies

garlic going for a long holiday at daddyteo's place.
so sad, REALLY, cant bare to let him go for such a long time.
so used to hearing their wheeking when i reach home,
even before i opened the door/gate, they recongise my footstep?
seeing them running all over the place, only if u can see how cute they were with ur own eyes.

maybe daddyteo should take ginger instead.
so i can have garlic =)

but dont have choice, ginger gonna give birth soon.
kinda worried for her. hope she'll have a smooth delivery.

caught ginger snatching garlic's fruit!

my piggies know where to do their business.

even when they're out of the cage =)

naughty pigs ran off while i ain't looking! was busy cleaning the toilets.

big babies need to be hand feeded, pampered pigs!

just some random shots before my mum comes back n poor them have to get back into e cage.
ginger's tummy is really huge, maybe 3 or 4.

''JOY'' tattoo

2006-12-30T01:03:00.000+08:00

realised that password thingy is quite useless,

it doesnt work on most computer, so i removed it.

was surprised that daddyteo appeared early at my work place. hahas.

in his emo white shirt n black long pants.

my aunt say he become more handsome ar! lols. happy?

he designed a tattoo for me with my name in it.

always wanted a tattoo with my name, but never had the courage.

im so afraid of the pain, ar.. cant imagine.

the tiny injection before my surgery nearly killed me, let alone the needles dragging in my fresh.

it spelled: "JOY" and "EDISON"

(haha, my pics are not invented.)

i will get a tattoo when im able to fight the fear.

i believe i can.. someday =x

anw, we had dinner at kovan 24hr hongkong cafe after work.

hongkong ice milk tea, soup noodles with egg n luncheon meat, prok curry with rice.

drooling?

happy birthday huiling

2006-12-27T23:45:00.000+08:00

**happy birthday huiling**

time flys, kinda miss school days.
the new school building, juniors standing at the bus stop.
my sis getting her books, uniform, new bag n everything.

while i work n work n work.
trying to save enough for me to study in lasalle
thats if cant get into poly. maybe work 2yrs first? slowly save ar..

oh yahs, im going bangkok!
with daddyteo, joane, her husband, angeline (dunno how to spell =x)
cant wait to go, my first time flying to bangkok n with them!
SMILES

quarrelled with my mum about my job. so irritated with her.
tml supposed to be my off day, den she say i no off
cos mon actually off, but i end up working cos pay 1.5 more.
n she says tml work no money.
tell her my off day changed to tml, she say no cos mon pay 1.5
tell her tml if work have pay, she say no n im calutive -.-"
WHAT NONSENSE?!

anw, i end up working tml, WITH pay. of cos.
cos my uncle cant find anybody to replace me on my off day.

im bored at work.

rain rain go away

2006-12-26T23:27:00.000+08:00

the rain is
making me sleepy
making my eye lid heavy
making me feel like kicking the cash machine
making my mood swing from left to right
making my slipper wet n uncomfy
making me trip over my own heels
making poor gu-gi gu-gi garlic sneezes

go away, stupid rain.

- Get Your Own

**happy 29th anniversary! **

2006 Christmas

2006-12-26T00:11:00.000+08:00

** MERRY CHRISTMAS ! **

all god's children

and e poor lonely miserable me

had a simple way of celebrating christmas.

a dinner at far east: sakura, and a move: night at e musem.

end it in a not-so-good way.

but overall, i still had fun =)

instead of the usual way of celebrating at church.

christmas party at home with christmas tree, lights n log cake.

nothing much this year.

look what i've got for daddyteo

the EXTRA big foil balloon for the big boy.

i love surprises, but sad to say, i didnt recive any, expected tho.

kinda disappointed.

now, even my fav necklace was spoiled, hais.

just brought not long!.. nvms..

christmas just not so right this year.

sometimes, i feel im always the one giving, expect for my unreasonable temper.

plan of the surprise gift

2006-12-23T00:55:00.000+08:00

sales slightly better then yest =)
at least i kept mine above 100.
my uncle send me home. hees.
sorry, pig xiu, they need only 1 person at night.

decided to tk off on sun only, n work on christmas cos higher pay.
n gonna stae out tml after work. hees.
mayb sun can hav billy bomers, e talking pig movie n e musem movie, mango desert.
carn rem what's the title =x

still rushing out the surprise gift.
hmm.. not really a big surprise, hope u dun mind.
have to forgive me, cos i really really hav no time!
hope evrything will turn out smoothly tml.

n have to thank marcus! so sweet.
offer to have me with the gift.
found a shop tat's provding _____ nearby, but not very sure.
only sure that century sq have it, cheap n nice.
so, i asked him: what if that shop nv sell abit one how
then he said: den i help oreadi den bring to your work place.
hmm.. nice hor? great small boy! lols.
but i still think e surprise will be better if done by me, cos its for daddyteo!

if surprise 1 doesnt work, i'll surprise 2.
and if surprise 2 doesnt work, well.. sorry =x

well, see how things go.

liking blue?

2006-12-20T23:54:00.000+08:00

busy day. good sales.
nth much.. my sales was about 200+
my uncle was kinda happy with my sales.
and he says have to keep my sales 100 and above.
hope i can.. they have so many weird people.

i used to hate blue very very much.
but dunno since when, i started to have a liking for blue.
i notice recently..
my ipod is metallic blue, my 'bee' dress is solid blue.
i like this small solid blue felt bag at my uncle's boutique,
a girl almost bought it today, but luckily didnt. haha, gonna get when i get pay.
also, this white dress at my wishlist, there's solid blue, i prefer that.
hmm.. but.. somehow, i think blue very ugly =x
maybe.. depend on the thing bah.

im almost done with my christmas shopping.
want to get a silver necklace for my mum, but she don't want..
she says not worth money when sell it off? so ask me save money.
den i treat her eat, she say don't want.
maybe she hinting for a gold necklace? haha.
beyond my reach arr..

thought of saving money, to get my parents a massage chair.
2000 3000+? they wanted for a long long time.
but i still have to save for maybe another 3 4 mths? that's if i work.
but don't think i can.. the earn $1 n spend $2 type? like joane. lols.

second day at work

2006-12-20T00:36:00.000+08:00

woke up late but reach work place early.. weird?
today sales is good! total about 500+
and this crazy girl, came in at 6pm,
eat, go toilet, smoke n phone my uncle, quarrel den pack all her stuff n went off.
ting dong, my uncle dun even know she went work,
and why she's there when she's not suppose to.

daddyteo came about 7 8+ n brought me oyster mee sua!
finally get to taste e mee sua, but not as yummy as i tot.
and help me alittle, alot ppl today! lucky he came. thanks =)

check cashier/ stock, close shop, and off we went.
oh ya, i got a eeyore rubber head for my boutique key.
so cute. lols.

2006-12-18T00:10:00.000+08:00

woke up very early today, went tamp
to collect a pair of necklace that i wanted for a long time.
and went back to hougang a batch of unhealthy breakfast. lols.

sorry cer! i've got a job =x YAY
a job at my uncle's boutique with quite a reasonable pay.
but with conditions applied..

I'm alone in e shop from 6-10pm

have to close shop, e shuttles seems heavy!

have to bring all e money back home! n he will come my place to collect. dangerous

only 1 off day per week

2-10 daily

iron shirts? sew buttons? clean floor?
hmm.. i believed i can.. with e thought of pay day! hahas.

haven started working, but have oreadi started how im gonna spent my money.
1st will be to renovate my room, aiming at:
a $542+ wardrobe, a $220 big art table, paint my room white n red.
gonna reuse my bed, haven seen any i like..
and difficult to get a bed! cos mine is super single. ar..
if u see any glossy bright red one, mayb can inform me.
and there goes my 1st month pay, not cheap to renovate a room huh..

stupid nano?

2006-12-15T22:57:00.000+08:00

just brought a 4gb blue ipod nano.
and fuck! e red one came out!
aar.. i wan e red nano!

so im selling e 1wk old blue nano!
haven use yet u know.

today.. went SGH for checkup, waited 3hrs to see doctor foo
and when we get to see him, he only says, good, big differences, byebye
followed by another 1/2 of waiting to book my next surgery
and there's go my $21 together with my precious time

i need a proper job! i need money!
holding an empty wallet is horrible.

most likely going town with cer for an interview on mon
hope it work out, and i get a job.

so meanwhile just have to bare with e temptation
no shopping, no buying, no eating?

even this year christmas present so buget,
abit paiseh to give =x kinda cheapo?
have to forgive me, im jobless. hees.

*new service added
i've linked e items in my wishlist to other webs
so can see e pics of e item i wish..
and maybe someday someone will be nice enough to get them for me
hees =x

I'm free!

2006-12-03T04:40:00.000+08:00

Im back! with new layouts n tons of pics.

22 nov
photo taking at studio. took 131 photos,
but gonna load only those taken with my hp.

i've got a funny hairstyle.

24 nov
i made a temp carrier for e baby, went parkway to pass her to daddyteo's friend.
kind of sad but no choice.
byebye, hopes you're alright alone.

25-28 nov

25 in malacca, stay in a condo resort with 1 kitchen, 1 living rm n 2 rms, 2 toilets.

off to genting..

26 comfy hotel with nice view

time for kl!! say byebye to genting

my beautiful nails for 55rm

alrites back to singapore, didnt really tk pics in kl,
busy shopping with my limited 230rm, think twice.

30 nov
the long waited dinner had arrived but im like sians oreadi!
spent abt 200 for this dinner, come to think of it, such a waste!
wasnt as nice as i expected.

this pair of heels nearly killed me

er.. my organise mess.. hees..

me n yuen at raffles toilet

me n christina / cer, christina, me, yuen

in e dark room.. jieying n me / sara n me

patrina n me / me, reb, mich

fran, cindy, me / jasmine, me

me, rowen / pauline, me

jack, me n the food.

end of dinner, my hair become so messy.
oh.. did i mention i love my hairstyle very very much?

1 dec

gave my uncle a long sleeve blouse n a hand made paperbag.
nice?

fully packed

2006-11-23T20:35:00.000+08:00

im so busy! fully packed.
21 - wen interview at escape in e morning, then rushed to work
22 - photo taking at studio, then rushed hm bath the piggies
23 - working
24 - go parkway develop 131 photos
25 - off to malacca early morning
26 - then to genting. happy aniversary =)
27 - finally kl!
28 - still kl!
29 - working
30 - prom night (should i go?)
1 - working

any nails store in kl? think im gonna make my nails in genting instead of playing. since nobody playing with me cos my cousins not going n better not risk. if kl no nail store how?

still have not figure out e html thingy. so my blog will remain like this.
done my webbie, but still not really perfect yet.
diff com projects diff design =(
will contiue to work on it.
www.missdefiant.blogspot.com

PSLE result.
my sis hmm.. didnt do vry well. only 165. (i've got 183 haha! =x) kind of disappoint in her. was expecting like 190+ or something. but she vry happy with her result! faints. mayb cos she didnt aim for express? unlike me? so she is glad that she hit her own expectation?! well.. just pray that she is able to get into my sch.
but my cousin did well! she scored 202 =) was quite a surprise tho. evryone thinks that my sis will do better den her, i suppose. anw, its good! e first person to get into express, among my mother side.

**[pray hard]
that im able to get into poly.

gonna miss daddyteo n e piggies n evryone!

Gentle Reminder: daddyteo

feed e piggies! 3times a day, 3-4spoons
2bunch of vege evry morning
keep e cage clean
eat your lunch n dinner!

mac stay-over

2006-10-30T16:40:00.000+08:00

quick recab

28 Oct
went hougang green mac at 12midnite do art with diana n daddyteo. throughout e nite! stop work at 6am. but still couldnt manage to finish. was quite happy with wat ive done cos im tired physcially, shoulder aching. slept at 5 e nite before. hmm.. but mentally, im still vry vry awake.

29 Oct
thanks daddyteo for being there.

30 Oct
today.. chi olevel. p1 was easy, but didnt hav time to search dictionary for afew words. p2 sucks. i dun understand evrything.

anws, gng mac again lter with manda, diana, daddyteo, n e same thing. but this time hopefully, im able to complete. wed art olevels. hmm.. gng bed nw. TIRED. saving energy for lter =)

feel like eating geylang wan tan mee

revising began

2006-10-23T20:03:00.000+08:00

O LEVELS

01/11 science (biology)

01/11 art n design

02/11 literature (tgis n unseen)

06/11 maths p1

06/11 humanities (social studies)

07/11 science (chemistry)

08/11 english p1

08/11 english p2

09/11 humanities ( geography)

10/11 maths p2

13/11 literature (12th night)

20/11 science (mcq)

hmm.. its time to pull up my socks n get my work started. only a week before o levels starts.

and ya, my blog now is in a BIG MESS cos of my itchy hands. changed e pic n moved the stuffs around yest. and i've decided that studies is more important soo.. this mess stays for another month. hees.

All to herself. munching on pellets n hay.

Wahaha.. here comes e father

they have e same character.. GREEDY!

hmm? wun u share with me?

Now e toilet all to herself

aint that 2 cute?

greedy monsters

2006-10-23T01:55:00.000+08:00

the happy family of five

greedy monsters
i love e white n brown monster!

chocolate, onion n wateva
five butts (its art, not pian tai)

me n cor

manda n me
last day in class

second edition

2006-10-18T00:46:00.000+08:00

hmm.. what should i start with? too long didnt blog. oh well.. thur is o level science pract and i cant get myself to study! cos of e cute newborn babies. was hoping she giv birth after os but nvms. anyways, giving them away, all 3 to my fwens? aunt? tho i cant bare to. there's this particular baby that i like vry vry much. brown ears n butt n e rest are white, n its e smallest size. hope my babies will be taken good care of! or else.. garr!

feeling kind of down as well. just cos i didnt attend assembly im not able to get my testimonial. n its counted as serious case? attend ccas sch events all for e sake of testimonial, in e end oso cnt get. wat add on to it is that someone so busy with his work, living-in-his-own-world, didnt even bother finding out what happened to me? oh well, nvms. get used to it. garr!

SECOND EDITION

branded Garlic on display

the lovely couple

Ginger with her unborn babies

2hrs after birth

with 3 lovely babies

i think all females, too young to determind

feeding time!

e supportive dad next to them

diploma in tp n sp

2006-08-15T15:37:00.000+08:00

was so so so angry yest! arghs.. got this big cage from Pet Lovers Centre last fri at simei, n it reach my place yest noon filled with dust. nvms, after i cleaned the cage, i realised theres a crack! fuck sia, cleaned oreadi n realise its spoiled. they suppose to get me a new cage, not the display set! theres a prob with e cage yet the salesgirl so rude. anw, they're replacing a new one today. shall post pics tml. shocked my parents! hees. big cage for small babies.

fell aslp yest evening when im supose to study for bio, till this morning. 7+ to 5+ =)
woke up with a tummy ache n its killing me.
went to sch just for bio test in e morning, and
took a cab hm that cost me 10BUCKS. so expensive!
stupid teacher dun let me flag for cab, $4 for calling cab!
anws, search for tp n sp courses

only if i gonne be spoiled for choice..

Diploma in Apparel Design & Merchandising
5 GCE 'O' Level subjects including :
English (EL1)* Grades 1-6
Maths (E or A) Grades 1-7
Any 3 other subjects, excluding CCA Grades 1-6
Apparel Merchandising - merchandisers, sales executives, retail managers and assistant buyers.
Visual Merchandising - fashion stylists, visual merchandisers, display artists and fashion show coordinators and event managers.
Immediate openings for Apparel Design - apparel and textiles designers, assistant pattern-makers and sample-makers.
start - freelance designers and entrepreneurs.

Diploma in Product & Industrial Design
5 GCE 'O' Level subjects including :
English (EL1)* Grades 1-7
Maths (E or A) Grades 1-7
Any 3 other subjects, excluding CCA Grades 1-6
wide range of industries such as consumer electronics, medical products, entertainment design (special effects, set design, concept design, model/prop design), model fabrication, computer animation, multimedia design, furniture design, packaging design, transportation design, product merchandising, object/craft design, advertising and environmental design including building interiors and signage.
As you gain experience as a designer - management structure, in the areas of consultancy, production, marketing, sales and education.
started their own successful design, or design-related, enterprises.

Diploma in Creative Media Design (DCMD)
English Language 1 - 6
Mathematics 1 - 6
3 other subjects excluding CCA 1 - 6
Graphic Designers, Visual Communicators, New Media Designers, Desktop Publishing (DTP) Artists, Visual Media Producers, Illustrators, Visualisers, Packaging Designers, Web Designers, Digital Artists, Creative Marketing Catalysts or Interactive Designers.

Diploma in Tourism and Resort Management (DTRM)
English Language 1 - 6
Mathematics 1 - 6
3 other subjects excluding CCA 1 - 6
resorts, national tourism organisations, travel agencies, hotels, airlines, theme parks, meetings, incentives, conventions and exhibitions (MICE) companies and cruise lines.

anni

2006-08-01T17:39:00.000+08:00

im so freaking busy. studying n playing
this explains the deadness of this blog.

im begining to balance my time between study n play.
mayb should thank chong? forcing me do maths? lols.
and ive started cutting my papercut. FINALLY!
my 2nd finger is so swollen. ouch. 3/4 more to go.
aim to complete cutting by fri. so can start on my colour sheme.

a quick recap.
me, daddy teo, chong n candy went orchard last sat.
the long-waited chocolate buffet was replace with pepper lunch
what a waste! the pepper rice so horrible =x
got an eeyore n pooh added to my pooh bear family. thanks!
while chong got a fossil watch.
i love that ck watch. so nice! so is e price. ard 400?
drop the idea.
we took neos before we left for esplanade till 3am.
hmm.. i'll leave this part out. ive seen things that shouldnt be seen.
really, the old says, should get hm early during e 7th mth.

but, its not gonna stop me frm going out this sat.
was planning to go sentosa.
seems like evry sat, we're out somewher having fun.
love you peeps =)

my baby cousin

2006-07-24T21:52:00.000+08:00

my baby cousin. cute rights?
4 days old but dun hav name yet.
and has very deep jiu wor! i oso wan! =x

i told my mum next yr i give her one grandchild
then she say she doesnt care =x

baby cousin =)

2006-07-23T17:02:00.000+08:00

im in desperate need of time.

it seems like no matter how much time ive spent thicking the lines,
i just couldnt complete LAH.
damn art piece.

and the thought of o level nearing scares me,
till school became a horror ground that makes me keep a distance =x

or maybe working less will help?
how to do my studies n hmwk when working?
but how to survive without eating?

getting only 5 6 hrs a day, when a normal person needs 7 8 hrs?
tight shedule. hardly get any rest.
and yah, desperately needs to slp, like today woke up at 2pm?!

anyways, looking forward to saturday.
last week had streamboat at marine bay and long walk at esplanade
till 2am, playing true or dare. HAhas..
wondering whats on for the coming sat.
CHOCOLATE buffet at 32, japanese buffet at 42!

not to forget, my newborn baby cousin! 3 DAYS OLD only!
post pics later cos im using laptop with no program.

alrites, back to my damn art piece.

Lessons in the English Language

2006-07-22T23:50:00.000+08:00

Lessons in the English Language
We'll begin with a box, and the plural is boxes,
But the plural of ox became oxen not oxes.
One fowl is a goose, but two are called geese,
Yet the plural of moose should never be meese.

You may find a lone mouse or a nest full of mice,
Yet the plural of house is houses, not hice.
If the plural of man is always called men,
Why shouldn't the plural of pan be called pen?

If I speak of my foot and show you my feet,
And I give you a boot, would a pair be called beet?
If one is a tooth and a whole set are teeth,
Why shouldn't the plural of booth be called beeth?

Then one may be that, and three would be those,
Yet hat in the plural would never be hose, and the plural of cat is cats, not cose.

We speak of a brother and also of brethren,
But though we say mother we never say methren.
Then the masculine pronouns are he, his and him,
But imagine the feminine, she, shis and shim.

Some reasons to be grateful if you grew up speaking English:
1) The bandage was wound around the wound.
2) The farm was used to produce produce.
3) The dump was so full that it had to refuse more refuse.
4) We must polish the Polish furniture.
5) He could lead if he would get the lead out.
6) The soldier decided to desert his dessert in the desert.
7) Since there is no time like the present, he thought it was time to present the present.
8) At the Army base, a bass was painted on the head of a bass drum.
9) When shot at, the dove dove into the bushes.
10) I did not object to the object.
11) The insurance was invalid for the invalid.
12) There was a row among the oarsmen about how to row.
13) They were too close to the door to close it.
14) The buck does funny things when the does are present.
15) A seamstress and a sewer fell down into a sewer line.
16) To help with planting, the farmer taught his sow to sow.
17) The wind was too strong to wind the sail.
18) After a number of Novocain injections, my jaw got number.
19) Upon seeing the tear in the painting I shed a tear.
20) I had to subject the subject to a series of tests.
21) How can I intimate this to my most intimate friend?
22) I spent last evening evening out a pile of dirt.

Screwy pronunciations can mess up your mind!

For example: If you have a rough cough, climbing can be tough when going through the bough on a tree!

Let's face it - English is a crazy language.

There is no egg in eggplant nor ham in hamburger; neither apple nor pine in pineapple. English muffins weren't invented in England.

We take English for granted. But if we explore its paradoxes, we find that quicksand can work slowly, boxing rings are square and a guinea pig is neither from Guinea nor is it a pig.

And why is it that writers write but fingers don't fing, grocers don't groce and hammers don't ham?

Doesn't it seem crazy that you can make amends but not one amend?If you have a bunch of odds and ends and get rid of all but one of them, what do you call it?

If teachers taught, why didn't preachers praught?

If a vegetarian eats vegetables, what does a humanitarian eat?

Sometimes I think all the folks who grew up speaking English should be committed to an asylum for the verbally insane.

In what language do people recite at a play and play at a recital?

Ship by truck and send cargo by ship?

Have noses that run and feet that smell?

How can a slim chance and a fat chance be the same, while a wise man and a wise guy are opposites?

You have to marvel at the unique lunacy of a language in which your house can burn up as it burns down, in which you fill in a form by filling it out, and in which an alarm goes on by going off.

And, finally, why is it that we drive on a parkway and park in a driveway?

shaggy

2006-07-11T22:55:00.000+08:00

ar.. lack of time..
i a 12hr time loan -.-"

sunday chong phoned me so
chat the whole night frm 1.15 to 5.50
den i go get ready for sch. was lonely ars.
wen to sch alone cos cerlyn was sick
sitted alone cos risha oso sick =(
i slept from e moment i step out e bathroom till 7+
eat dinner - rice porridge, maggie mee, 2 rich chocolate cake.
and back to my dreamland.
so i missed my work =x

today chong n me ran outta sch.
surprising, e security guard didnt stop us.
wen kovan mac eat mcChicken
i myself oso zhi sheng nan bao -.-"
but i still help with her art, n do lit at e same time.
contiue e ending during work.
went straight to work after tat, n left at 8 =/
cos i hav damn lot of work to do n im tired.
2 compre, 3 lit qn n tml is chi o level

so far, only completed 1 compre, 1 lit qn
n i haven bath =(

tired.

2006-07-10T20:27:00.000+08:00

ywan. didnt slp last night at all. watch teevee till 1am. den i wen to slp. ard 1.15 chong fone me and me chat till 5.50am! watch soccer yeah.

den when to sch with my hair all over the place, looking 1/2 dead. so tired.

me and my bro on the way to malaysia.

brought this doggy shirt for garlic. cute? lols.

was wondering if i should get this piece. comment?

I LOVE THIS

our performance

2006-07-03T13:53:00.000+08:00

had lotsa fun! SMILES. we perform twice cos we're too great =x and dey want us to perform again e next day but some couldnt make it so didnt forget it. good performance once is enuff =x

went to watch silent hill after that. den roam around doing nth. sit at esplanada chit chat n eat food. lols. den walk to mos kpo kpo =x den sit outside mac bus stop watch football. lols. chong n me wanted to tk nr bus to pasir ris interchange den go e park watch sunrise and roller blade in e morning but that 2 of them didnt wan to =( end up taking nr bus to sengkang den sit outside compass point 7-11 and stone -.-" till 7+.

i couldnt upload the video -.-"

the pictures taken from rebecca.y blog.

beganing of the performance.

sok, rowen, yuen mei, cindy, eileen.c

michelle, me, pauline, klara, puiling, jaclyn

patrina, yvonne, rebecca.y, vivian

chermayne, diana, farisha, winnie

our class pic taken outside millienia walk after performing.

2nd day of marathon

2006-06-30T23:56:00.000+08:00

YAY. had so mach fun lately. it feels like holiday! hees. thu wen sch practice. fri wen for opening. sat our turn! no sch frm fri to tue =) at 1st was still considering to go work instead but luckily didnt, or i'll miss all this fun. SMILES. but next week had to work more cos hadnt been working for like 2 weeks? arghs. no income.

tutu parents of mine. dont wanna go suppot me =x its my 1st time singing and dancing in shopping centre! and its gonna be my last time too! but nvms. cos i got someone to video down the entire thingy. cos i can laught at myself =x wanna see how silly i look, cos im sure to lack behind in e dance =x lols.

off to shop accessories for music marathon =)

me and chong slacking, cos carn find e stuff we want >.<

den finally we gave up finding and wen for neos taking =x lols.

look at that cute yuki girl. lols.
me in black dottie tub dress =x

my stupid face! dun laught at me >.<
then, we went esplanade roof top practice abit of the dance moves and lyrics.

opening ceremony 90th bday

2006-06-30T11:54:00.000+08:00

after sch went bugis cos winnie needa shop for retro clothings. time was thight!
kinda disappointed, didnt manage to get there in time for count down =(
meet nana, celine, eileen, manda, corine there.
and had lotsa fun! YAY.

wasnt really that excited for our turn now, cos i just couldnt cordinate my movement, which is a damn bad thing. cos im gonna be so out of place. i kept forgeting the dance move -.-"

look at the number of people around! hopes there wouldn't be that much ppl when its our turn. lols. each slot is 1hr, luckily ours is 1/2hr. anws, pict taken from e second floor. been standing , or rather playing there for 1-2hrs just now. hees.

choir and handbells start the marathon at millenia walk
followed by some sec1 class (i think)

just look at how high e ceiling is. voice is being projected back -.-"
eileen goh, me and winnie

jie ying and me having fun

this part was funny. both of us was playing with the shaver displayed behind us =x we're standing on the second in norman store you see. so hand itchy. we accidently drop something den the security fellow like walking here den we quickly put everything back n hide between jieying n manda =x

that's us adversing dunno-what-brand shaver

cubby winnie and manda >.<
manda and me

can see us? at least our shadow?
2 chicken, 1 large whip potato, 2 med potato, 1 small potato, 1 small colesaw, 1 large fires, 1 lemon tea, 1 coke, 1 mineral water.
3 of us are hungry LAH. as usual, my KFC chicken.

WOO.. end of today. jieying and me at kovan waiting 113.

tiring but fun day.

preparing for marathon

2006-06-28T22:56:00.000+08:00

i think i've just mess up my life just cos a stupid ans that i gave. sighs. i talk without thinking. tho i clearly know what i want but sadly, i just dun do what i really want. regrets. i wanna replay my life. maybe the problem lies with my stubborness.

anws, im excited! sch is celebrating 90th birthday. having this 90hours music marathon at millenia walk from 29 june,6.30pm to 3 july,1pm non-stop! wahaha.. my class got 1/2 an hour slot at prime time on saturday! hope there wun be many people, didnt wanna make a fool outta myself =x singing abba remix infont of everybody? but the atmosphere is there. been praciting for like 10+ to 1+ in sch today and more tml! had lotsa laughs. guess it gonna be damn fun. SMILES.

and we're wearing retro cloths =) which gonna be colourfullll.. too colourful for e audience to notice me =x ha..

mid-yr was horrible. i didnt even read through any notes. i'm testing my memory. lols. and found out that i had super poor memory! i couldnt do any except for lit which i had not even time to complete, the rest was almost blank, and i slept instead =x

after surgery

2006-06-23T17:04:00.000+08:00

is there such thing as coincidental?
shocked me. and my mum, i tink.
well, i didnt tell him anything,
and he knows everything.
somehow. creepy.

anw, been sleeping past few days.
slp, eat, slp, eat, slp, eat. boring.
hopefully can recover before mon
cos there's mid yr!
and i haven start studying, and my art got stuck.
and my holiday homework?!
faints.

oh.. if any of you peeps happen to see any piggies with grey fur
do let me know, okie?!?!
have saved enough to get a grey pig.
expensive pig. lols.

i was really bored =x

mini family gathering.

2006-06-18T23:33:00.000+08:00

yest my hse was over crowded. mini family gathering.
3 cousins over here. i mean 4, 1 in e tummy =x
jialing wants to borrow my babies hm for a day =x
naughty small girl. lols.

my youngest cousin kept feeding my babies!
and she kept asking me not to go work. lols.

today went to celebrate father's day at a coffee shop.
sadly, was hoping to eat sembawang thai restu =x

it's been 1/2 hr. where's my food?!
anyway, happy father's day! huggies.

freaking bored at my cousin house
and their lonely hamster.

kinda worried with e damn art piece.
i haven added anything on since e last art class.
and i seen most peeps hav oreadi start cutting
and me here not even complete with my layout!
can someone help me?! =x
just abit more to completion. I THINK.

kfc, finally

2006-06-15T22:48:00.000+08:00

saw fran in 53 while gng work.
second time. how fated are we. lols.

saw jaclyn n reb in 136 while gng kovan for a hair cut.
the auntie keep saying - girl ah, no hair cut liaos.
when i want it SHORTER. arghs.
and saw mum's sis's huband's sister. lols.
brought 8pieces kfc chix meal. YAY! finally. KFC!!
unknowingly, i ate 5 pieces. =x

den went home freshen up before heading back to work.

my house becoming child care centre. wth -.-"
my cousins, jia wei and hui shi coming to stay tml.
my sis fwen oso coming tml.
its rather weird to hav him staying over.
i mean i only see him during chi new year.
and he's like ard my age, come play with my bro =x lols.

anw, who's nice enough to accompany me
for star glazing on mon night? =x
hais. still hate e idea of going hosp.

but thx marvin! SO NICE and UNEXPECTED of you =x
to offer to accompany me to surgery.
SURPRISE ME =x hahas.

stop drooling, esp marvin =x
e lift got angry so i climb all e way down and up =(

star grazing

2006-06-14T22:26:00.000+08:00

went to meet my little fwen the lizard at manna. lols.
suppose to get my hair cut today. SHORT.
but e salon was full. saddening.

i fell asleep while chatting on msn =x
and got woke up by imes at 7pm.
so i cleared and bath the piggies.

and went to meet her at the playground.
the tunnel was dark. dark. dark.
walking alone was scary. sighs.
but the stars was nice =)) so brightly lit.
look, im easily contented =x

fri.. accompany
imes to shop for bag
or chong to watch omen
or just be good, go to work.
jian wei n his gf eating at manna on fri too.
wassup with friday?

the darker the night, the brighter the stars are.

art

2006-06-13T16:37:00.000+08:00

when i just reach sch. getting evrything in place.
waiting for my inspiration to find its way here.

an hr lter. look at the amt of work ive done.
proud of myself =))
craving for kfc but got it replace with tomato twistes.

lizard at manna. it was HUGE.
bored. so i chased it down e stairs =x

look at e amt of chocolates n tibits i hav! YUM

this is the beginning of the ending
or ending of the beginning?
fickle-minded

im having second thoughts. can anyone help me figure it out =(

bugis with imes

2006-06-11T23:12:00.000+08:00

stupid rain. delay my time.
went bugis with imes to get her shorts frm topshop
shouldnt have gone with her. really. regret.
seen what i shouldnt have see
it spoiled my day but nvms.
lend her 30bucks so she could her shoes.
den went pool fusion to get her pay cheque.
stay there kinda long. bored.

im HUNGRY. anybody who sees this in time.
wanna go out for supper?
im chewing on dried fish fillet =(

she smokin at fusion and im bored =x

not be sad if i know i've tried

2006-06-09T14:04:00.000+08:00

gosh! didnt know father day is nearing.
and my dad ask me what i getting for him. ar??
just brought a bomb yest!!!
maybe a renoma wallet will do.

darkfirestar.. DISTURB SIA!!
claim that she frm afghan.
alrights and i didnt reply =x
till she ask what i've brought for him.
UH HUH. obviously someone close.
only then will know abt and that playground.
keep ask me out and refuse to tell me who, now at 12.15
go that playground and i will know who u?
siao ding dong! =x

shopping for present

2006-06-08T22:32:00.000+08:00

surpose go shopping with my cousin but
she last min must accompany bf
and i cancelled my work =(
so went with my sis in e end.

my sis slept with me yest nite.
dancing n jumping round e room =x
siao zabor! lols.
end up sleeping at 2am.

hmm.. took 53 to bishan, mrt to orchard.
walk across looking for something.
after much thinking, i finally brought it.
thanks chong for giving ideas =)

went imm after that.
frm orchard to jurong east!!!
abt an hr of standing, in e train. dun try that mans.
passby yishun. kinda rem childhood days.
was poor but cosy, unlike now.
sometimes really feel like moving out. nvms.

wanted to take 105 all e way to serangoon
but alight at clementi cos i think mrt faster =x
all e way back to kovan, standing =(

saw fran in 113. lols. didnt notice her till she call me
and was like next to her only =x
dey went to watch omen. i oso wanna watch!!
oh yahs. vinn xi kor saw me at cine but didnt c him.
GONG GONG. see me nv sae hi, phoned me instead -.-"

brought so little things yet spent so much.
alrights gonna eat chocolate n design e box
and sleeping with that siao zabor again.

at imm eating kfc and outram park mrt.

sighs.

2006-06-06T23:58:00.000+08:00

im serious but its not my choice now.

present is just as mysterious as the future

interested one doesnt show interest
the uninterested showed countless interest.

P.S: really big thanks to risha.

shall go bed early
and make sure im not sleepy for work tml.

obsession with manicure

2006-06-06T15:10:00.000+08:00

alarm rang at 6.55 but got up at 7.05
sms chong sae i vry tired. dont wanna go.
went back to bed. den suddenly woke up
and force myself off my bed =(
cos i think lit lesson is important =x sms chong again. lols.

was so slpy. crossed e road with 1/2 closed eyes.
den this stupid lady knocked right into my face -.-"

skip maths lesson, went kovan with manda n chong
for sausage mcmuffin andchong manicure.
manda was so obsess with manicure. wen popular to look for brushes.
watson for nail buffer. minitoons for glitter stickers. jean for those tiny pickers
hahas. art students! =p
i painted my nails black. but clean it off, left e tiny finger =x
cos tink haze will !$^%#$@&.

brought kfc hm for sis n bro.
used my old note. sighs. its been kept quite long.
didnt wanna withdraw any more money.
jus b4 mac. 40bucks had gone.
and i went hm without any cash. sighs.
money is the root of evil.

somehow, i just dread work. seriously.
keep creating excuses for skipping work
but strong willpower. yeah =x
used to like work. but now it's getting tiring.
with such low pay and.. nvms.

i jus need plenty of sleep!
had only 8hrs+ of slp last 2 days.
gonna catch some now slp b4 gng work.
hopes my diamonds dun fall off. lols

date out movie

2006-06-05T23:17:00.000+08:00

what should i start with..
hmm.. catch a movie with jason yest night.
followed by supper at s-11 and a long talk.
kind of planned yet last-min thing.
nice of him =)

evrything seems weird today. really.
or maybe im just too tired.

heard some things.
but who knows how true it is.
don't really believe either.
at least not frm their mouth if its real.
was rather embarrassing.

yest reach hm at 1.35am. slept at 5am?!?!
end up eating cheese cake in e middle of e nite again.
woke up at 7am. gave chong morning call at 7.10am.
always ask each other not to late but nv once we're early =x

happened to saw fran at bus stop. wat a surprise early morning =x
i was so blur that i didnt realise
i didnt scan my ezlink till i got down 53.

during break. weiling went into this tiny guy toilet.
which happened to hav a male teacher inside.
den he sae : this is singapore, anyone inside will just pull u in.
kind of funny. lols.

i left hm at 5.25 for work. bus53 timing was 5.30pm 5.35pm, 5.45pm.
planning to take e 5.30 wans.
i waited and waited and waited till 6.05pm den a full-packed 53 came.
dunno wats with me, i actually waited patiently
without even thinking of cab. WOW.

reach manna only to realise simon didnt put me in schedule today.
and worst, hav to work frm 6-12 to do CLEANING.
i left at 11 =x so freaking tired n dirty.
but was kinda fun, splashing water. lols.

i was jumping ard kickin water instead of cleaning
and its snowing in manna =x

ginger hiding in her self-made newspaper hse. lols.

reveal, certainty, accelerate. refrain, unnecessary.

2006-06-04T01:09:00.000+08:00

been roaming round singapore without any cash pass few days.
if it take that much for me to save that bit amt.
that was so unlike me. pathetic.

searching for the exact words
but the thesaurus doesnt hav it.
i want the message to get across clearly
yet refused to.

mayb somehow,
reveal, certainty, accelerate. refrain, unnecessary.
could roughly explain.

garlic scratch me.

2006-06-02T17:07:00.000+08:00

just bath my babies AGAIN.
but dunno why garlic is afraid of e water today
he doesnt wanna rest on my hand like he oways does.
and his nails got my hand scratch =( kind of bleeding.
nvms. at least he's clean now.

Off to work.

hurried hm to watch chang jing, play with garlic awhile and do art
till, 3.20 in e middle of the night
it'll be gd if anyone nice could help me. it's only tracing anyways =x lols.
im so hungry, my tummy goes gulu- gulu for hrs.
going to bed now or else i'll carn get my butt of my bed tml.

Your Blogging Type is Confident and Insightful

You've got a ton of brain power, and you leverage it into brilliant blog.
Both creative and logical, you come up with amazing ideas and insights.
A total perfectionist, you find yourself revising and rewriting posts a lot of the time.
You blog for yourself - and you don't care how popular (or unpopular) your blog is!

How You Life Your Life

You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.
You say whatever is on your mind. Other people's reactions don't phase you.
You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences.
You have one big dream in your life, and you never lose sight of it.

start of suffering

2006-06-01T23:38:00.000+08:00

changed my surgery date.
from jan to feb. feb to march. march to 13 june to 20 june.
didnt really wanna go. felt like changing date again.
june is a busy month
and fear of injections. sighs. its really painful
and it left scars on my hand.
and hav to be vampire for a week =(

took bus hm with risha. felt so clumsy with all e art stuff but couldnt cab hm.
i didnt bring money out!! cos i dont hav any cash =(
guess what. it rain HEAVILY when i alite.
its abt 10mins walk frm 55 bus stop.
there's no shelter! and im carrying my art paper!
luckily, mum came to fetch me home. lols.

low cash flow, so..
decided to sacrifice my hair cut for my babies.
im saving up for e wkends. pet stuffs n movie.
so went hm to eat maggie mee.

carn decide to bring garlic along on sat or not.
what if franis(not sure his name) couldnt fit garlic in how?
no place for garlic at manna.
and garlic's fur so yellowish. carn stand him.
can shit n pee n slp at the same place -.-"

take bus!

2006-05-31T23:17:00.000+08:00

after work, i'm at home alone with my babies
while everyone at my cousin's bf chalet =(
rushing e damn art, nope to finish final layout by tonight
which is quite impossible, A1 size!
*pray

wanted to take bus today.
but didnt cos cerlyn kept askin me to tk cab with her
and no one taking bus with me. lols.
cos we ran outta sch after art =x opps.

alrights. from tml onwards im gonna bring only 2bucks to sch.
so i'll take bus cos no money take cab =x
thers nana, jieying, eileen to remind and force me to take bus =x

tml im going sch at 1.15 =x only for art lesson.
get course work material and comments from ong.
she force me to join all my layouts =(
im gonna die cutting n layering. for e sake of A1.

no bit idea where its leading to.

lost my art.

2006-05-30T16:21:00.000+08:00

IM VERY WORRIED.
i've ransack my room. evry corner.
and i carn find my art! o level!
layout! my layout gone. FINAL PIECE.
arghs.. and tml we gonna start papercut?!

sighs. off to work..

im happy cos im happy.

2006-05-29T14:24:00.000+08:00

im feeling so crazy

me: im happy cos i know that im happy.
nana: i know that you are happy cos i know that u know that you are happy.
me: i know that you know that i know that im happy cos i know that im happy.
craps.

i want red pearl milk tea with pearl, without pearl, with jelly
goodness. i told e auntie this =x
e shop moving away =( no mor milk tea soon.

den we saw risha at e bus stop when we crossing overhead bridge. i kept waving to her. passby peeps kept staring at me =x lols.
she's smiling even before i open my mouth. guess she knows what i thinking. hahas. she's so right. what a surprise.

life is full of surprise, even a emotionless paper can cause me heartattack. hp bill $99.60. ARGHS. why liddat. 2nd time. dad said he gonna giv me only $30 for next mth. $1 a day eh? at least $2 a day so i can cab hm, pls.

so funny, didnt know that was u. lols. anw, thanks! but i think i can survive.

tired.

2006-05-28T12:10:00.000+08:00

neck aching so badly. sighs.
risha told me her horo n mine clashes. lols. so went to read some signs, saw this web's horo seems quite true. interesting.

downloaded this series 60 theme editor from nokia web. it's so complicated and it lags like mad, esp my msn. arghss..

tml chinese o level yet im like having holiday

my lunch - delicious sharkfin soup
my desktop. so near yet so far.

my sis helped me bath my babies. so sweet =)
but still gonna send them for grooming by tis wk, garlic stinks. ran out of food, cat-litter, hay and shampoo. gosh. all at a time. money eating machines.

All the best for tmls o levels. esp 5A2! =))

why why why??

2006-05-28T02:49:00.000+08:00

since im bored. carn slp. waiting for my sis, playing maple. AT THIS HOUR. crazy leveling up. so tot of writing abit of my thoughts down. hmm.. ther's something i dun understand. actually alot.

why must ppl be so calutive with money matters? sometimes even that 10 20 cents. jiang qian shang gan xing, isint it? why still ppl choose to rem evry single cent that is being borrowed? sometimes forking out a few bucks wouldnt hurt u.

why does gods and dinosars exist in the past? e bible didnt mention anything abt dinosars. but e fact is that dinosars bones were found. how did dinosars die? why did it die? did jesus came 1st or dinosars? why didnt e bible mention anything on tat? even e buddist thingy oso nv mention anything. so if gods exist dinosars bones are just illusion, if illusion are real, wher is god? i've ask quite alot of church ppl but no one can ans me. still, i chose to believe in jesus. its miracle that he made. arghs.. yyyy..

why must we study? e more u study e more u forget, e more u forget e more u dunno. so whats e pt of studying? or y carn we chose e subject that we like? y mus study all 7 subject? i carn be a banker, artist, scentist and excel evrything.

e world is so unfair. yet so reality.

now, my sis readin my seventeen. why aint she slping?!

mango cake

2006-05-27T23:55:00.000+08:00

beganing to like vintage stuff.. those 80s thingy. but their dresses oways so ex. few hundreds? and i carn wear them. how nice if im fatter.

and my earrings oways gone missing. its like 1 pair left with 1 side. place on my table oso can gone. even i wearing e micky wan, right side oso disappear. jus now e back part oso gone. something's wrong.

anyways, took pic of the mango cake for small gu ma bdae. brought a small one to work but doesnt taste nice. mayb cos put in freezer too long. so icy. lols.

if its meant to be, it will be.

singapore sales!

2006-05-27T00:53:00.001+08:00

took cab home with vian n cerlyn. e uncle so irritating, ownself go wrong way still blame us.

hmm.. went orchard n bugis after that. singapore sales u know? =x lols. such a disappointment, mango didnt hav sales. looking forward to that 45buck shirt. sighs, didnt buy in end. instead brought alot rubbish.
a shorts, make-up accessories, 3 pairs of earrings, hp casing...
e casing, 1st shop i ask $10, 2nd shop $8, 3rd shop $6 =x luckily i have e habit of shopping everything in e place before deciding what to buy. lols. brought 3 casing since so cheap =x hahas. got n80 for myself, w900i for titus and 3230 for jason since his wan cracked.
passby e shop in fareast, wanted to get fran e necklace but dun hav le. saddening.
den i'd got afew hp chains and a hello kitty hp pouch and 3 racerbacks =x

the white 900i was like so attracting. saw this girl using wah.. so nice. but i still like my n80 =p

didnt count how much i've spent and i don't planned to, or else, i'll feel guilty =x anyway, isint fun e most important thing? yeah. how nice if i could shop like this evry wkend. after chi o shall hav another shopping spree with kelly mei! gonna that tt dress. so nice, so do the price.

ran aways.

2006-05-25T13:06:00.000+08:00

woo.. im home early today! ran off at ard 12. jeffery big mouth! keep saying i ill get caught. at least i made e effort to wake up early n attend sch =x

there's shark fin soup on sat. lols. my fav. yummy. should i work or stay at home eat shark fin? wonder if my cousins coming since its small 'gu ma' bdae? it has been a long time since i last saw them.

nothing lasts in my hse. zen style? wood sofa? so uncomfortable. my dad gonna hand make his own sofa. somewhat like e place wher he put his laptop. and he promise to renovate my room after o =)) with lotsa mirrors! i love mirrors. lols.

i wanna plae swing =(

ps: kelly mei! dun forget our outting ars! after chi o =)

photo makes my day!

2006-05-24T23:02:00.000+08:00

photos make my day!

You're my honeybun, sugarplum,

pummy-ummy-umpkin,

you're my sweetie pie, i love you all =)

flowers picked from field during recess. lols.

who's that behind?!

this is how empty my hse is after selling off sofa n dinning table -.-"
look at the cross, so bright =)

sinner of all settlers.

2006-05-23T14:59:00.000+08:00

today, the taxi driver said we're cute. yest, the indian taxi driver ask if we're sec 1 or 2?! diaos. is this a compliment? that we look young?

next mon is chi o levels. that was very fast. this whole week belongs to chi -.-" chi is horrible. p2 hav 5 compre passage to read!!! - 3 multiple choice n 2 open-ended. im oways lack of time. now all we does is do mock pp check ans for this wk. sch is like so slack cos there's no other sub. no chem! wahaha.

coming sat gonna be hectic. hav extra chi lesson frm 8+ to 11+ den im working from 12 to 10. i just found out yest that we actually hav extra lesson. mad?
im like having only 5hrs of slp per day.

anyway, i wrote this yest nite before entering dreamland:
Nonsensical illusion formed in square brains
Distorted vision displaying various characters
Up for sales of ranging values
Holding roles that no one had
Invention of exotic chemicals, mad scientist
Expolsive affection lead of the game
Complication of one's mind is the devil.
Sinner of all settlers.

*now 3.35pm, wondering if i should work today. shag.

weird feeling

2006-05-21T17:00:00.000+08:00

did you ever had this weird feeling?
when you're alone, you long for him
hav millions of things you wanna share.
yet when youmeet him, you have nothing to say.
And make a fool out of yourself.

Ok, now.. it's getting weird.
This my blog yet i express exactly how im feeling.
I wanna go to that playground and plae e swing
lie on the ground and watch e stars glaze brightly
with my godsis like we use to.
Only then i can scream all out.

well.. thats how im feeling.
but somehow, im convinced that its not fated.
I wanna let go while a part of me is holding on.
cause particular person hasn't reply.
stupid nano.

Juciy Couture petcarrier

2006-05-21T03:27:00.000+08:00

Size: 12.5"L x 9"H x 6.5"W *Material: Nylon, leather
This is the Juicy Couture pet carrier that im going to buy and it cost a freaking 350++ bucks. No idea how big it is but nvms, saw it online. Look how much i love garlic n ginger!! They better appreicate it mans. Can't find black and gold, think it would be much nicer.

I realised garlic is much smarter now and naughty. When i clearing their cage, he pretend eating then when i was away, he climb onto the toilet n jump out. he went under e cupboard and got tangled with all e cables wires -.-" in the end, i pulled him out with all the dust. FAINTS.

i've relist some of the items. gotta clear all e stuff that are imported from hongkong n thailand before i can go shopping! wahaha..
im still lazy to post the video.
IM A LAZY GIRL. lols. =x

social study n english oral

2006-05-19T23:22:00.000+08:00

ss exam was bad. sighs. i know the ans. damn it. didnt hav enough time and the paper starts at 11.30 but damn sch expects us to report at 7.30. nonsense! but that few hours was alrites. ate curry noodle at 8+ den wen library to study. or rather slp.

eng oral was very bad. we wen late. e eng hod was so !@#!@$^*.. still say make us stay till 5 den c whether she want let us take the exam or nots. CRAZY woman.

cabbed home after that. been cabbing home this whole wk. joy, STOP IT! =x

work was alrites. little people. funny videos! lols. shall post when im not so lazy.

*updated photos and profile.

chi p1

2006-05-17T11:47:00.000+08:00

exam end at 9.30 SMILES
lols. wen kovan with eileen

my breakfast!

Garlic roaming in my room after bath =)

tml: eng p2 and maths p2 =(

maths p1

2006-05-16T14:42:00.000+08:00

maths p1 was horrible. didnt know how to do any. GONE CASE and bias! sec4 get to sit in hall while sec5 sit in that small stuffy room -.-" was so dusty and dirty n hot! having bad headache n neck aching. sighs.

oh yahs. should find out my 'gugu' bdae. hmm.. he's my mum's bro. lols. he's been so nice to me. hahas. even my mum dun know anything bout it, infact no one knows, i think. should at least give him a small gift on his bdae.

whoever knows how to use WLAN in handphones please TEACH ME =))
tml: chi p2

eng p1 n maths p1

2006-05-15T13:38:00.000+08:00

1. i wanna get my belly pierced! (but im afriad of e pain)
2. in the mist of figuring out the hainanese prok chop recipe. yummy!
3. pei ai shi xin fu. should dreaming or give him a chance?
4. took a mercedes cab hm.
6. tml is ENG p1 and MATHS p1.
7. my cousin staying over tonight.

PS: MY FIRDGE RAN OUT OF CHOCOLATES =(
free so uploaded few pics from n80.

me doing my mid-yr art till midnight

during work and afterwork

country manna mother day special. lols.
dumb ginger snatching garlic food.

i've notice the efforts.

2006-05-14T20:57:00.000+08:00

i've notice how much you changed.
the efforts u nv used to put in.
i hav seen them all now.
you sing me lullaby,
make sure im home safely after work,
if i eat my every meal,
even left work early just to help out with my art.
i'm aware of all this little things
then again, the question..
why didnt u put in e effort before all this nonsense?
must things be this bad so you could learn your mistake?

mother day

2006-05-13T23:44:00.000+08:00

stop stop.. fantasizing -.-"
not worth e nano. yes! STOP!

oh! finally, my com is back to its orignal state again! YAY! she had gone through serious depression for months. whos the smart little thing who cure it?

tml's mother day. ah ma and ah gong coming. my sis's godma family coming as well. my hse gonna be crowded with humans causing lack of oxygen which lend to breathing difficulties. evryone is snatching my oxygen! =x this is maddness.

haven brought mum a present. where has e 50 buck bio thingy n pierre cardin wallet gone to? damn. what can i buy with 20bucks? oh yas. still owe sis 19bucks =x sharing to buy mum a present so she chip in 19bucks. well.. u noe.. i actually spent it. she's been buzzing me out but im busy. VERY. so left with tml morning at kovan =x
and she's going church with her fwen. LONELY me meeting her at kovan.

next wk is start of nightmare. midyr! n i haven start studying anything. don't even know monday having wat exam. fcuk.

stolen pics

2006-05-13T14:26:00.000+08:00

mwahaha.. i finally figued out how to use gprs for internet. but seems like only can visit jason's blog. sigh. y only xanga? anyways, im stealing pics of you guysss frm friendster =x lols. load them into my hp and set them as contact thumbnail. hees. can c who's calling me =p so far..
cousins - melissa, marcus, vanessa, veniece
friends - fran, winnie, titus, jaspers, jason, marcus di, kelly mei, soonkuey kor

have been stolen
sorry peeps :p

emptiness

2006-05-12T23:58:00.000+08:00

all of a sudden my brain is empty, so empty..
alrites i'll try to squeeze some out.

withdraw 200bucks for mum. even my bank left with 10bucks.
and still owing titus a movie outing
and benjamin asked me out
and melissa as well.

missed e damn stop n e damn bus.
remind: 10bucks. oh well. walked home.
chat titus on the way. so freaking dark. thanks =)

wilson just asked me out to orchard or rather a car spin.
as usual, always so late -.-" so didnt go.

having this unexpressable feeling. it changes very now n then.
i mean i've decided to stop fantasizing.
and it's not worth the nano
but still, i admit i've been searching for the latest news.
i'm trying to find a time machine like Michael J. Fox in Back To The Future.
climb onto it, switch on the controls
and erase them from my history.
i believe i can do it.
byebye, off you go!

N80. YAY!

2006-05-11T16:28:00.000+08:00

woohoo.. FINALLY, i get to own N80! YAY! waited so long, since jan? hahas. brought it yest n it cost me BOMB. ard 800++. so it means no shopping, no cab n no recess. cos i spent all my savings! left with a pathetic $10 note in my wallet and its gonna last me for this whole month =( but e hp is worth the money. hees.

took height n weight during pe. believe it or not, ive stop growing =x goodness. i wanna gain weight!

art exam was alrites. manage to complete my prep work. n surprisingly, i complete the main work way before time ends. wahaha. so proud of myself =x planned to sketch all in pencils den ong asked me to add some colours =( hate coluring but still added in e end.

wanted to cab home today with all e damn textbooks. so heavy! kip reminding myself 10bucks! so walked all the way to 25/55 bus-stop =( my neck is ACHING BADLY. very badly.

DO art

2006-05-09T15:42:00.000+08:00

as usual, i slept during social studies n maths. EVERYONE look restless today. one glance ard the class, i saw almost evryone was slping =x hahas. wondering who she's teaching. lols.

took 2 days off work n a day off sch =x
how i wish there's a time bank
and i could loan time
for me to complete my art
or at least gimme a slot somewhere in my brain
so i can insert a 10000..GB memory card
to fill e demanding request for equations n ___`
that i can never master.

can u imagine your future?
well.. i had mine planned.
but nothing seems to fit in.

pretty dress

2006-05-08T15:39:00.000+08:00

I thought I was always someone
who knew what I wanted.
like that pretty dress in that shop
that cost a bomb and i will get it
I must get it.
now, im not sure what I want anymore.
I mean, if the dress is too expensive.
and you can't afford it.
then it isn't meant to be yours.
right?
saving up for it and realising that it
has gone out of stock will only lead
to heartbreaks, disappointment and futility.

And you could be setting yourself up for an inevitable emotional collapse.

neos - fran n me

2006-05-07T20:41:00.000+08:00

fran n me at cine!
yay! finally hav e time to scan.
taken on 5th may =)

titus bdae

2006-05-06T15:34:00.000+08:00

i miss my 800i lots :(
boring without music
e cheapest price i manage to find for n80 was 975bucks.
i'll be totally broke if i buy.
not to forget bout e nano. should i? worth it?!
that means this mth no recess, no shopping, no cab =x
carn imagine.

had 2 funny dreams today. hahas!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY t i t u s

byebye w800i

2006-05-05T14:54:00.000+08:00

so slpy. slept during maths n lit =x
waited 45mins for cab home.-.-"
surpose to go ps with marcus didi, den he sud cnt make it =(
lucky, fran went with me. had lots of fun laughing. lols.
very late for work, was considering whether to work or not =x went in end.
tupid heels. hurt my toes so badly. middle left toe was bleeding, another toe's skin was peel. tink cos of e nails. gonna file them off.

after work, recived sms frm marcus. was worried for him but i carn help anything. sighs.

chi midyr oral

2006-05-04T18:52:00.000+08:00

yest took 55 to market after work. got e notes from her but accidently threw it away with e bag of rubbish -.-"

bio test. peep risha's work. opps. accidently =x

chi oral! chen lao shi! dun dare look at her.. reminds me of e compass pt incident.
n i knows how to ans e qns, just not in chi. alot of 'den' n 'err' appear -.-"
part of e conversation. eng version =x
teacher: what u will do if u had an arguement with a friend.
me: i will approach her and solve things.
teacher: right away?
me: yahs. (opps, sae wrongly)
teacher: wouldnt both of you be anrgy? dont need time to cool?
me: errrr.. errr.. (searching for words) i believe people at this age are mature enough
den she keep smiling. gd or bad?

eileen said e opp of mine. she said peeps at this age are childish >.<

damn art. do or dont do? art is time consuming.
today art lesson was BORING. forgotten t bring my drawings. 2nd time.
was planning to eat streamboat after oral but only me vian n diana.
all not steady wans. so little peeps so nv go =(

beauty is in the eyes of the beholder

2006-05-04T01:07:00.000+08:00

feel lost when he's not ard.
always check your hp to see if u recived any msg frm him.
even a little i miss you brightens up e day.secretly stuff some money into his wallet when i noe he's broke.be happy no matter how e time is spent together.
e list carry on..

but most important,love is what i willing to sacrifice for him.. not how much he willing to sacrifice for me
which rely on trust n loyalty.

what truely makes a guy worth loving is realising that he actually sacrifice himself in the dark for me.. without asking for anything in return.

beauty is in the eyes of the beholder

5 hr of sleep left =(

literature common test

2006-05-02T15:23:00.000+08:00

today very slack =) i'm sleeping during social studies lesson. n risha was abt to fall aslp during eng but i woke her up =) pay attention yahs! and we were playing with out hands =x lols. so funny.
literature common test. HORRIBLE. confirm FAIL. sighs. i only wrote a pg for qn1 n didnt have time for qn2. sucks. 1 qn surpose to hav at least 2 pages long. but.. nvm.. tml is chem common test. not gonna study. hate chem!

next wk is art mid yr. i haven start drawing anything yet. surpose to draw on sunday but i slept e whole day. 29.05 is chi o levels -.-" damn it. soo fast. sighs.